kilrhadi

I don’t what’s wrong with me… why i always put myself and trouble. Tho, i manage to make it out. I really wonder what’s wrong with me. WHy i put myself in the cliff of danger. Do I really enjoy or find it exciting/changellenge when I am in trouble and coz if nothing challenging that is happening in my life i feel boring and that life is meaningless.

The only meaning that keeps me alive and keeps me moving are my family, my girl and my friends (especially edwin and amher) i can always count on them each time im in trouble. Oh I don’t know how i could repay them but I know I could. The question is when? Will take me another stupid thing to do and be in trouble again to learn the same mistake all over again. I don’t how many times I have put myself in a situation that I can’t do anything but seek help. Thank God for his Grace and Mercy for giving the people I cherish. As He said I will not leave nor forsake you. My friends are true so as my family and my girl. They have not left me nor forsake me.Until when can they help me I believe as much as they can. So I have to avoid getting myself in to trouble again coz i feel so much shame begging always for their help..

To you guys Thank you and Thank God.

I love you All my Family, my Girl and My Friends.

You guys are the best…

Special Thanks To Edwin Fernando and Amher Khan Sabdulla. I owe you a lot my friends. And to my family thank you for understanding your spoiled son. To my Girl Thank you for holding on your reckless guy. Who has no sense of direction.

Mwa*

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